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Friday, May 15, 2009
suara pintu=telor matasapi meletup2
Semalam dia sms, aku ada balas 2x. Waktu itu lagi baring2,agak capek ngantuk, habis main WII bah, main ninjabreadman, cooking mama,bener2 capek, eh lama2 lgsg aku ketiduran sambil nunggu sms dia, aku bangun lagi pas tiba2 adek aku masuk kamar, liat hape, ham 12 lewat, ada sms dari dia 4 biji. astaga. *merasa berdosa aku. Langsung balas! dia balas juga,ternyata masih belom tidur dia.
ckckck. Lalu paginya jam 06:45 (kondisi masih dialam mimpi) tiba2 dibawah bantal aku ada getar2, bangun dan mengambil hape(udah tahu itu dia) lgsg jepit hape diantara telinga dan bantal (ini udah biasa kalo aku telepon sambil baring, biar terasa enak, tangan ngga perlu pegang, jadi santai) *yeehaa. Lalu tahulah ini pertama kalinya aku ditelepon pas aku baru setengah sadar dari bangun tidur pagi.Ngga tahu yang disana dengar suara aku nahan ketawa ngga. hahha Pas nelpon aku sadar=ceng sin, tapi ngantuk tetap merada. Dia udah bangun,katanya mau masak. Anak rajin bangun awal. Suaraku bener2 ngga kuar,atau mungkin aku teleponan ma dia itu seperti ngigo sampe dia ," Hah? apa?" Lalu ngga ada suara apa gitu ribut2, dalam pikiranku( Jangan2 dia lagi nelpon sambil masak, kok seperti ada bunyi telor matasapi meletup2 gitu?) aku nanya ke dia," Suara apa itu?" Dia," Lagi buka pintu." Sedikit malu dengan apa yang aku pikirkan sebelumnya, suara pintu dibuka dengan suara telor matasapi meletup2 itu sama? haha. dasar aku, bener2 ngga sadar atau ngigo. Haha. *lols Lalu, dia bilang yah udah tidur lagi lah, soalnya dia juga mau siap2 masak. Dah itu aku lanjut tidur ayam2an 1 setengah jam.. Tapi bener2 ngga bisa tidur lagi,kalo uda ditelpon dia,seperti kena setrum. hahaha. Jadi,baring2 ajah. Semoga ujiannya bisa,jelek. :p
Thursday, May 14, 2009
100
100 001. Real name → Mindy 002. Nickname→ Mind 003. Star sign → sagittarius 004. Male or female → female 005. Elementary → Suster 006. Middle School → Bina Mulia 007. High School → Foreign Language Secondary School 008. Hair color → black sedikit cokelat merah 009. Long or short → Long 010. Loud or Quiet → 50:50 011. Sweats or Jeans → both 012. Phone or Camera → both 013. Health freak → yeah 014. Drink or Smoke? → no 015. Do you have a crush on someone? → yea 016. Eat or Drink → both 017. Piercings → no 018. Tattoos → never HAVE YOU EVER? 019. Been in an airplane→yes 020. Been in a relationship → yes 021. Been in a car accident →no 022. Been in a first fight → yes FIRSTS: 023. First piercing → primary school 024. First best friend → middle school 025. First award → TK (lomba menggambar) 026. First crush → middle school 028. First vacation → dari bayi kayaknya. haha LASTS: 029. Last person you talked to → mom 030. Last person you texted → kazao 031. Last person(s) you watched a movie with → Rika Vincensia 032. Last food you ate → pasta 033. Last movie you watched → Twilight 034. Last song you listened to → gan en de xin *weirdo one 035. Last thing you bought → book 036. Last person you hugged → Pinky Adora FAVES: 037. Food → mashed potato 038. Drinks → mineral water or Horlicks 039. Clothing → comfortable ones 040. Books → semuanya. 041. Music → classic 042. Flower → Daisy 043. Colors → white 044. Movies → horror, comedy 045. Positions → duduk santai 046. Subjects → Biology IN 2008...! 047. [x] kissed in the snow 048. [ ] celebrated Halloween 049. [ ] had your heart broken 050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone 051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation 052. [ ] came out of the closet 053. [ ] gotten pregnant 054. [ ] had an abortion 055. [x] done something you've regretted 056. [ ] broke a promise 057. [ ] hid a secret 058. [x] pretended to be happy 059. [ ] met someone who changed your life 060. [x] pretended to be sick 061. [ ] left the country 062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it 063. [x] cried over the silliest thing 064. [x] ran a mile 065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend(s) 066. [ ] stay single the whole year CURRENTLY: 067. Eating → no 068. Drinking → nope 069. I'm about to → play the WII 070. Listening to → suara hujan rintik2 071. Plans for today → tidur malam2. 072. Waiting for → next year YOUR FUTURE: 073. Want kids? → yep 074. Want to get married? → yep 075. Careers in mind → haven't think bout it. WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY? 076. Lips or eyes → eyes 077. Shorter or taller? → tall 078. Romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous 079. Nice stomach or nice arms → arms 080. Sensitive or loud → normal 081. Hook-up or relationship → relationship 082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → hesitant HAVE YOU EVER: 083. Lost glasses/contacts → yes 084. Ran away from home → no 085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → yes 086. Killed somebody → no 087. Broken someone's heart → yes 088. Been arrested → no 089. Cried when someone died → yes DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 090. Yourself → yep 091. Miracles → yep 092. Love at first sight → no 093. Heaven → yep 094. Santa Claus → no 095. Sex on the first date → no 096. Kiss on the first date → no ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes 098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → yea 099. Do you believe in God → yep 100. This is the 100th and last. → kok ngga kerasa yah udah 100?ckckck
Monday, May 11, 2009
uoh? apa yang aku perbuat? ngapain baca puisi? geligeli. ahh. *baru sadar apa yang telah diperbuat.
See you on thursday. (: KOSONG
The saddest hour of anguish and of loss Semangat hidup hilang tiba-tiba.
astonish.
Hari ini pulang sekolah, mama jemput dan bergosip padaku," Ming, tadi mami ada liat jacket bagus di Current Melody, ada byk warna lehh.. le pilih lah.." oh? *semangat ku berkibar2. Langsung ke sana. Dan aku liat bajunya ada warna:
-Merah tomat. -Abu2. -Abu2 gelap. -Ungu gelap. -Hijau. (aku pilih ini) Lalu aku pilih 2 warna untuk coba: Abu-abu, n Hijau (hijau mayan bagus) Setelah pake yang Abu2,rasanya bagus, tapi mama bilang pucat warnanya,aku liat kaca terus(dengan niat pengen sama2 kembar ma dia) tapi aku juga pikir,"iyah pucat". Dan akhirnya aku mutusin beli yang ijo ajah,bisa match ma warna lain. yeehaa. ![]() Jacket RMB 140 Current Melody ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
Sunday, May 3, 2009
SEE YOU
About to offline.
Currently: wearing glasses. Facebook ku kembali seperti dahulu, meskipun berat rasanya Facebook lamaku disable, sudahlah. malas rasanya besok mau sekolah, bukan malas mau masuk sekolah, tapi aku sedang extreme melancholy. Dan semoga besok sekolah semuanya berjalan dengan okeh,sesuai dengan yang aku rencanakan. ********* XOXO
Thunder storm, or rainstorm
Hari ini hari terakhir aku online.
Sekarang lagi denger lagu ma papa, denger lagunya si Bread; Baby I'm A Want You. suaranya asli ganteng.. ahh. mantab lah. Mama lagi sibuk di kitchen. Sekarang juga udah bener2 hujan.. Sekarang lagi denger Bread : Aubrey And Aubrey was her name A not so very ordinary girl or name But who's to blame? For a love that wouldn't bloom For the hearts that never played in tune Like a lovely melody that everyone can sing Take away the words that rhyme, it doesn't mean a thing And Aubrey was her name We tripped the light and danced together to the moon But where was June? No, it never came around If it did it never made a sound Maybe I was absent or was listening too fast Catching all the words but then the meaning going past But God I miss the girl And I'd go a thousand times around the world Just to be Closer to her than to me And Aubrey was her name I never knew her but I loved her just the same I loved her name Wish that I had found the way And the reasons that would make her stay I have learned to lead a life apart from all the rest If I can't have the one I want, I'll do without the best But how I miss the girl And I'd go a million times around the world Just to say She had been mine for a day Sekarang lagi denger Everything I Own by Bread, You make me feel brand new by baby face. Dia lagi apa yah? Katany mau kumpul2, kumpul2 apa?ma teman? ah, sekarang lagi nyari video game WII, bokap suruh cari.. yah soalnya mau beli lagi. Adekku suruh beli Bully, padahal aku ngga suka adekku main bully, orangtua juga ngga boleh, tapi dia janji ngga mau praktekin, mksdnya ngga praktekin ke orang orang kecuali kakaknya, baca: aku. Duh besok sekolah,lemass *melting |